Internet, Fresh-Films, And Ultrasoundy Armpit..?.

Part I
Just watching Brent on Blogtv-
supposed to be voting but it's getting too close to school time for me to be paying any attention whatsoever. (Makes Sense...? no.) Oh and plus my mom took away my phone because she thinks we'll get charged for abusing the power that is "Unlimited Texting". Ugh it's weird because when I'm on the internet I feel like I'm a part of something, you know? I mean, it's probably just me, but to be honest I really don't have many friends in real life so the internet kinda gives me a chance to... I guess, pretend?
Like I see Sacre & Beth talk back and forth on twitters. see they're like half way across the country. (well I don't know for sure but they could, right?) And they talk like they're best friends that talk every day at school. I just want that really bad, someone to tell me what I missed in Brent's chat, or how awkward shaycarl's vid is. Go to a frigging gathering together and meet our IDOLS. someone to make me feel like I'm not a complete oddball or geek? There's another world on the internet, of all people I might have the chance to finally fit in with. But the entire real world, consisting of tv, radio, articles and newspaper, they make my family and everyone else believe EVERYBODY on the internet is a middle-aged lonely, horny man with a cutesy screen name and an intent to hook up with a 13 year-old girl. I'm NOT denying it. I would be lying if I said there wern't. But what people don't realize is that's the negative. Any smart, responsible internet user would know not to trust, fully, the people they meet on here. [And I know I just suggested meeting up at a gathering, but- they'd have to make videos as proof :) and I'd go with my Pops]
Ugh Anyway back on track, I guess I'm just looking for a place. where I can play every instrument at once and have breakfast with the Armstrong & Cool family[Preferably].





Part II
I really want to be on the Samsung Fresh-film's crew for Chicago next year! If I can't play all instruments and be reborn a guy, my other [& Most reasonable] best job will; and i say will because of the reason that IT WILL; be directing Music videos. [Better that Sam Bayer. Anton Corbijn? Yea. I PWN THEM.] haha on that note I just think It'd be a really great experience to see how editing, filming, acting, and organizing all complement eachother, and I think I could benefit from it in alot of ways, and really be inspired to just do stuff that I love, and feel accepted while doing it. So yea!
cross your fingerss I get in!






Part III
Just a little teensy-weensy update I have a lump on my Right Axillary. Yeah. the pit with the poop-stain birth-mark got a little rub-down with some green gel and a ultrasound stick.
nothing serious, the radiologist didn't need to talk to us, so just quietly waiting for results is all.




Okay this is the end of my blog now!
Surprised you read the entire blog...
hm.
nightynight