Ignoring Me [But It's Cool], HATREDHATREDHATRED, Ghost

Part I
Hi-oh.
Just forcing myself to stop the voting for a couple seconds. [I know I feel guilty about it :( ]
anyway I wanted to type some observations having to do with my family and my very vocal expression of interests..
yea.
I know I annoy them, but I can't stop! Anything about the music I listen to to the shirts I want, the people on the internet, anything I'm excited about, I can't shutup. Or I can, but I swear I'd go frigging insane!
So, when I was talking to my mom I noticed something- she completely tuned me out. Usually she's good at like, saying, "oh uh-huh? well thats interesting, Honey!" -even if she had no clue what I just said. I'm fine with that.
But when there's an awkward silence?
or an irritated, low-toned "hmff."?
We all know what happens.
A gay infant is brought into the world.
And like I said I know I bring it on to myself, but JEEZ, woman. You were really 'effing good at hiding your disinterest! what happened to those wicked acting skillzz?



Part II
Have you ever hated someone so much, and never even talked to them?
all you do is watch them talk to others, watch them buy your exact clothing[just to piss you off], Watch them take everything you built up from the past year, all the self-esteem, all the strength to be your own person, and crush it with the tip of one fad-following finger, ALL without one word spoken to you? And the worst part is, nobody understands why you hate that person? If you answered yes to all of these, you might be feeling the same way. oh, especially if the one who's doing all this, Is a complete and utter Stupid-ass WHORE who CANNOT function without dirty comments from 7th grade boys. she can't form a real sentence without other whore help, and spends free time fooling around with other hos in bathrooms- with cameras and a connection to myspace.
This person is really, really pissing me off,
to say the teeniest, tiniest, weensiest least.
I wonder why people like her exist.
I really wonder why people like her exist, just to take my entire life away.
posing, air-headed, slutty piece of shit.
all of them.
RAAWARARRAKAKWLWLWAMVAMMNNNNLALAKKRrRRRRRRRRRrr.



Part III
on a lighter, much creepier note, I just watched the movie "ghost."
I forgot about hell until I watched this movie.
now I'm super scared I'm going to steal 4,000,000 dollars and kill people.
I don't want to go to hell :S.