Big Conclusions

Okay just to put this out there I do hate her lots. but I decided something today. (My numerology reading thing said today I will be making big desicions sooo...)
Eff her.
she's a whore.
that's her ish.
I'm going to do what I want to and thats meet people that really care about music like I do, and earn respect by that, instead of expecting it from people who really don't give a crap about.... well, anything.
so if anyones like, seriously serious about guitars and drums and basses- pleasee.
I'm starting to think I'm the only one who really wants this,
and I know that's not true.
or if it is, the world is more messed up than I could ever imagine.
you mess with music, you mess with this chick.
and you dont want that.
:P
oh, and, be supportive?
I'm thinking of a couple people when I say that;
I want to make music, just like you did.
the only thing is, I want to give an entire band credit, not just myself.
so please, stop with the crap attitude that I won't be able to do it, or it's stupid for me to think I'll go anywhere with it.
I just started, and I know I probably won't go anywhere, (what you mean by that is beyond me; as you never went anywhere yourself; how would you know? we dream the same thing, except I don't want fame just for the sake of fame.) but be the one that gives me the strength to keep trying?
you are starting to make me not do anything I find interesting and maybe thats why, subconsciously, I don't call you back?
shape up, kid.
be a real friend, like you were.


well, thats it.
<3, i guess.