Thursday, November 6, 2008

she raises her wine glass to the wall

and says, "God Bless."
memories stick to her eyelids like the veins.
she sighs and wipes the oil and dust off her neck.
She may be a slut. You might be right, you might get to her, once.
But for now, you see a strange girl you say you love, and in your hurricane of negativity and "honesty" you forget she's real. She's sitting, physically, in front of you, Kate. She didn't ask for the attention. let her enjoy it if she does- her week hasn't been great, neither has yours.but you never hear her telling you you're ugly, you can't do things.
Just fucking listen, Kate.
stop thinking she's wierd or annoying and just listen for once.
You think you're being a help but you are just hurting.
you have the bad home, she's always had the bad friends, the bad school, the bad bus the bad kids on the bus the bad names thrown at her ever since 1st grade. she's not saying its worse than what you went through, but its her struggle, and no matter what she'd want respect for that. You think you know. but you don't know the first thing about her and what she went through to get one friend and now she has people that want to go out with her for the first time and you act like she shouldn't be enjoying the attention? Suck it up, you have your armcandy. Now let her find hers in sweet peace. with support. sith positivity, and optimism,
like she did for you.
just please.
please.
LISTEN.


[it's a good thing she's doesn't even want to check what I have to say on this blogspot. My opinions don't matter to her or any of my "bffs."]

3 comments:

Katizzle said...

damn....you call me buddha?

I know that all that was pretty much directed at me. I truly have no idea what and how to respond to that. I know that everyone has their problems and I as I stated before I know that I kind of [okay did] neglected your problems, but I know what you're going through.
I could come right out and say I'm sorry but you'll probably just disregard it and it won't even matter....the fact is that I've realized that I take things out on my friends for my stresses and you DO deserve much better Sara you do. You are an amazing person and were always there for me so I hope that I haven't completely ruined that because I realized that too late.

"Buddha"?

XslitwristsX said...

I'm sorry. This is marisa. I jsut think that it was wrong of you to say that about kate because she does listen. She has been there for you. And it's not her fault you changed. I just seriously thought this was wrong. I had to say something. It just mad me angry.

SaraBethMayBeDreaming said...

nd what make YOU think you know about me and kates friendship?