Lots. Plus Music.

Hi I have alot to talk about including how I just got a special little gadget.
a little gadget by the name of: Camcorder.
However, mom has clearly informed me there will be NO youtube action anytime soon. but, I'd have to be the mature one, go ahead and say,
Ah, Nope.
What people don't realize is my voice can be as loud as I allow it to be.
Sure, I'm angsty.
psh. I'm what? a teenager. exactly.
everyone's like that.
Sure, my opinions are pretty stupid and narrow minded,
but my favorite thing to do is see the two sides and take back what I said, possibly changing my opinion confidently, using other's knowledge to build my own.
[So, not exactly narrow-minded.]
But it's like COme on, you know?
I want to be in the learning experience.
get to know it, head first.
I know the family only wants to protect me, and I know I may fail at this film thing horribly, but at least I can give it a try.
It almost is starting to feel like my life is already slipping by too fast-
I wish I would've done guitar earlier.
I'm ticked Aaron took away that year of possible discovery, opportunity, and, more so, innocence. [I pity him the most, if he always needs a girlfriend. He has no idea there's more to life than middle-school "relationships".]
I wish I could've accepted not fitting in,
I would be in a completely different place If I did.
There is so much to life, places to see, things to ponder, music to listen to, homework to do, babies to be seen born, deaths to experience, people to befriend.
The best you can do is get the most of YOU out there, you know?
so that when people look back, they know you had something inside. a spirit, or whatever. an opinion. I know I want to be remember as a real person. not just phisically, but really. someone who breathed music, spoke truths, and drank 5 sodas a day.
*sigh*
enough about that.

I think I may want to start a music section in my blogs, highlighting 5 bands.
This will be the experiment.

Fall Of Troy: I started listening to the fall of troy in the beginning of the summer and they are a really, really good band. These guys have an artful way of making hard-core sound very pop, fun and melodic.They really do have what it takes, in my opinion, to sell to people in my age group- they're different, and are making the tunes kids these days jive with. ;D out of 10: 7.0

White Stripes: Love it. Love it. Love it. His skin-ripping vocals [particularly on "consolers of the lonely", by the raconteurs, a side project of theirs] make every song worth listening over and over, and buying- twice. being only two of them, of course they aren't experts on every instrument,but they're pretty close. the way they write their songs brings chills down your spine, I swear.
on the other side, the actual melodies aren't that catchy.
over all and out of 10: 8.3

The Network: Completely insane. Unheard of, strange, and FREAKING genius. They are new-wave and the a close.... second in green day's side project.
out of 10: 9.5

Dead Kennedys: THE best punk. look I'm sorry, misfits didn't create the magic I was hoping they would, but these guys did. the wobbling vocals, the honestly, vulgarity, the expertise on every instrument- these guys were effing great.
out of 10: 9.9

Fall Out Boy:
Despite all this popularity crap, these guys have unbelivable talent and they need credit where it's due.
10: 9.2