Maybe if you looked out a window to look down on Chicago, you’ll realize some things about your world.
It’s no sunny boardwalk. It’s a balanced and constant shade of dirt and grime and alarm clock.
The sickly mishapen concrete slabs wear down every shoe that slides across it.
Similar, the winter.
Scuffed off the shoes of the homeless that weekend.
When you look outside, you understand how spiderman could gently carve the sky scrapers.
Superman.
Batman.
You can then understand the toyness in the buildings, the playground and the innocence of the small-looking stepping stools and the imagination laying over the roofs.
Now that I’m being forced to leave I can’t help but think what my town is doing.
And all I can come up with
Is nothing.
Probably sleeping in their walmart waiting for something.
Probably sleeping in their tv’s, wishing for someone to bring food.
Probably sleeping underneath the local beer bottles on a bar stool,
Wondering where their daughter went, why their relationships have turned mind-numbing, and dry, and frosty, and uninspiring.
Probably sleeping while they roll into bed to sleep some more.
Well,
I say,
Their city is awake and wide.
A wide, wide city with singers and beggars and steel-framed buildings and cancer and faces and facades.
They may be as paper as the buildings,
As clean as the yellow taxi-cabs they ride,
But at least they’re up.